Connected at the Heart Thursday morning. She wakes with a smile, as always. Stepping out of bed, towards the bathroom, she glances awkwardly at her calendar. The full smile drops to a nauseating, blank expression. She gulps, knowing what today is.Connected at the Heart
Trying to continue as if a normal day, she continues towards the bathroom and showers. She smells of gingerbread and cinnamon from the winter scented soap she received two Christmas' ago from Mom. She thinks about that Christmas. A tear travels down her porcelain cheek. All was well then.
At
Any Strength Left?Try to forgive. It’s hard, I know. Try to forget. It’s not easy to let go. Shove it inside, Bundle it in, And don’t let it go. I tried. I cried.Any Strength Left?
Broken in pieces, Shot to the ground, Inch by inch, Pound by pound. Feelings picked at, Memories fade, The hurt, how it builds Those long delays.
They tried too hard, And got me good. All at once No one understood. The pain inside, It doesn’t show. For my glowing face Hides the blow.
The words they used, The thin
asthmashe smokes marlboro cigarettes with the bedroom door locked. i taste it on her breath, lips and skin everyday after school. her bed is a mattress on the floor. sometimes we make love on it and i wonder if she'd rather have her mouth around a cigarette than me right then. she has asthma too.asthma
she is my second cousin. i didn't know this until two years after we began fucking and three years after i fell for her. i don't think it really matters. emily says if i ever made her pregnant she'd make me punch her in the stomach, heavy and hard. but i never would you know, i love her.
the smoking is killing her. i hid the cigar
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'We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.'
~ Oscar Wilde
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Muito mais é o que nos une, que aquilo que nos separa.
ill read that thing later lol. it is long ^.^
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"The story of life is quicker than the blink of an eye, the story of love is hello, goodbye."
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Erin's Heart
1993 - 2009
hahah sweeet
yeahh i'm really liking it so far :]
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Erin's Heart
1993 - 2009
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